Change – Me
Yesterday night, I had a life changing dream. I’m too lazy to write it all but anyway, I learned to always help people in need. ALWAYS! Even if I don’t know that person very well. Dahlia is coming at the end of May and I really want to show her who I really am. When I’m around her, I feel like I have low self esteem and I’m soooo shy. I’m like in a shell that I wish I can break out of. There is no use for asking God to help me becuz it’s myself who needs to change. I NEED TO CHANGE! Magenta, I ❤ you. God, I ❤ you.
I ❤ this pen.
God, help me change ❤
I’m in a wheel and need to get out.
Dear Magenta and God,
I’m sorry about my last letter to you Magenta. But want to tell you how excited I am to grow and have a family and be rich and famous, its going to be so exciting. But what I want is for someone to be BEST FRIENDS with so we can grow up together and be famous with. I want to be able to trust my friend so I could tell her everything and right now, I don’t have a friend like that. I want my best friend to be like my sister and my whole family likes her family so we could be like one big family so it would be ok for us to hang out all the time. So God, in order for me to accomplish the goals in my first entry, please send me a sister (best friend) that I can have an amazing relationship with. You know what I mean, like be roommates with and sisters with. If you so this then I feel like I can accomplished all the goals in my life. Magenta, I ❤ you! God, I ❤ you!
Yesterday, Cameron and Leilah and me went to the Spectrum. While we were at Pinkberry, a guy came up to us and said we looked beautiful today. Two days ago in this journal, I wrote that I wanted someone to compliment me and so I could feel beautiful. Ty God, if you did this on purpose, but I don’t know if that was directed to me. I don’t feel like writing so bye.
❤ Me ❤